I feel betterish. My headache has more or less gone away and i feel happier, i always get these moments of sadness and happiness for some reason.

Also I took this crazy internet test about personality disorders and the one i got was AvPD (Avoidance Personality Disorder) and then i looked up more of it and found out that i have many of the qualities:

1. Avoids occupational activities that involve significant interpersonal contact, because of fears of criticism, disapproval, or rejection

2. Is unwilling to get involved with people unless certain of being liked

3. Shows restraint initiating intimate relationships because of the fear of being ashamed, ridiculed, or rejected due to severe low self-worth.

4. Is preoccupied with being criticized or rejected in social situations

5. Is inhibited in new interpersonal situations because of feelings of inadequacy

6. Views self as socially inept, personally unappealing, or inferior to others

7. Is unusually reluctant to take personal risks or to engage in any new activities because they may prove embarrassing